Thankful

July 16^th

I just want to take a space and thank God for all his done for me.  I am so thankful for my husband.  He has been a saving grace.  He keeps me stronger in his own way.  I am not sure where I would be without him.  I know I am not going through this alone.  He has been there every step of the way.  If I tell him I need him, he is there no questions asked.  My children may not know a lot about what was going on but they are there for me in such a beautiful way.  They tell me how pretty I am or just come check on me.  They know that sometimes all that is needed is a hug.  I know they care so much.  I have the most awesome mother a girl could ever have.  She is not an emotional person, but a doer.  I don’t have to ask because it’s already being done.  My dad BT, who always knows what to say.  I know you have my back.  And to my brothers and sisters, all of you have been great.  When I am at my lowest point, I know I can depend on you.  I know that you will be there. And to my newest friends, I am not sure I could make it all day without you.  You know how to keep me smiling and to put me back in my place.  This is for everyone who has prayed for me, had me on their mind, THANK-YOU!! You have made my journey that much easier.  I know that I am loved.  I know that I have guarding angels surrounding me.  Why else did my white blood cell count go down another 100,000 today?